Life.

Life feels stagnant. It feels bad. I miss my family. I miss my friends. I miss school. I miss my boyfriend not being a constant douche. Everything is always about him always. He can do no wrong and he's disrespectful towards my grandparents. I get that they're a little strange but they're in their 70s. He yells at them for misplacing his laundry (which was actually him) when he shouldn't be relying on them to do his laundry anyway. How rude! I miss my ex who became my best friend who tried to not be my ex anymore who I had to cut out. I miss that friendship. Why do people need more than what they have? Why can't they just be happy being friends with their friend who is in a relationship ALREADY. I am just frustrated. I need a change.